Thursday, March 31, 2011

continued

Well he was better than I thought he would be when he got home.  He was happy I had dinner almost ready.  And he didn't yell very much about the house. 
I finished dinner and made plates for the kids and got him a plate too.  I ate in the kitchen while they watched the end of Marley and Me.  I'm not too fond of movies like that. 

Anyway, I thought I was looking pretty hot when he got home, and I think he thought so too, but all I got was a small hug and a small kiss.  He did rub my butt a few times and comment about how my boobs looked in my shirt.

But as for anything else, nothing. No sex. Pout.

We got into an argument about the kids doing their pushups before bed and my oldest lost his cell phone for 2 days and no computer or xbox.  Super, when will they learn to keep their mouth shut and do what he says??
A diversion not to have sex I believe.

Well gotta go and listen to radio to try and win some tickets for let's call him "M".

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Who AM I? The Real Desperate Housewife

How do I begin?  I am sure some will think I am not so desperate and that my title just doesn't fit.  Well I might agree, desperate might not be the right word, but then again, it just might. 
I will never claim to be for everyone but I will be honest and even when the best would be to keep quiet I will just say it.  Some may even think I am lazy and deserve a bit of unhappiness.


I have been married for 15 years and it's a long story, maybe one day I will get into details.    Right now I just want to focus on today and the future.  Really not much to say right now.

My son who is 10 has a couple of friends over and they are watching "Paul" which is still in the theaters but found a website where you can watch movies before the come out of video.  I know what you are thinking, Gosh you are such a bad mom.  #1 the movie is rated R and he is only 10, #2 I am letting 2 other young impressionable kids who's parents do not know they are watching it. #3 I am sure my son has homework and a project do tomorrow but he is not doing it and #4 Well aren't those 3 bad enough?
Still they are in my office watching the movie. 
Now back in the day when my oldest was that age I wouldn't even let him watch a PG-13 movie. Homework had to be done as soon as you got home, and no tv until that was done.
Boy has time changed now.
Well to be honest I didn't know what it was rated until just now when I looked it up online.  I guess that is even more sad.  Have a few more cookies and take another nap.

This is not really what my blog is about, it is really about how my everyday life is and how I can find myself through all the crap I deal with.  Granted most of my problems are made by me, and
I continue to make them worse, but some times, just sometimes it is not my fault.

I'll let y'all decide, Maybe just maybe if complete strangers can see something I can not see, maybe I can figure out who I am, and if I am really desperate or not.  Maybe I can change or just fix the problem.

The REAL problem will be when my husband gets home, and finds out the house is not clean, I will let you know how he reacts later.